A few weeks have gone by since my last update and I'm at the end of my 3rd round of micro dosing. I am currently off the drops for the 3rd time. I have had more realizations that I want to share.
I have been a bit bummed because I am not in a constant high of feeling the love vibes from the Madre. I know she is around but in a different sort of way. She is showing me and teaching me things about yin and yang, why we have bad things happen to us, and why we can't always be in a happy space. We need the dark part as much as we do the light. Each contains a kernel of each other. The spiritualists say the shadow is what actually drives us, the interplay between our negative and positive selves. All these manifestations were just created for our learning and growth. We label them and judge them, but they are all necessary and for our good. I don't know if you believe in past lives but I have often wondered why anyone would want to come back to earth life? Now I know. You do not grow the same or as fast when you are in a constant state of love. That probably sounds really weird and I don't think I would have understood it if I hadn't just gone through a month and a half of pure love. The Madre keeps whispering to my soul sweet words of encouragement and gives me insights on my down days. I have never appreciated down days until now. She makes life much easier to cope with. Gracias Madre! Gracias!
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Microdosing Ayahuasca & Cat’s Claw
Ayahuasca Vine Only The Ayahuasca brew used in ceremonies with a shaman is a combination of the Banisteriopsis caapi vine and the Psychotria viridis leaf also known as Chakruna or Chacruna. The Chakruna leaf provides the DMT responsible for the hallucinogenic effects common in ceremonies. Microdosing does not include the Chakruna leaf so there is no DMT involved; it is only when the Chakruna plant is combined with the caapi vine that it becomes hallucinogenic. Since there is no DMT, microdosing the vine only is legal in most countries; a shaman is not necessary when microdosing. You are better off not microdosing the vine with the leaf as there is not enough MOAI in microdosing to de-animate the MAO in your system. This would cause the DMT to be totally neutralized. Macrodosing, which includes the Chakruna leaf, we believe should be done in a ceremony setting with a shaman. But many of the same benefits can be obtained by microdosing, which is more gentle and subtle. But even microdosing can and should be treated as a spiritual practice. Many have expressed the desire to maintain the feelings of peace and connection experienced after a full ceremony, which is entirely possible through microdosing. It is recommended that you set your intentions and be observant of yourself; journaling is recommended as the changes you experience can be subtle. Be observant of your feelings and how your daily life, as well as any physical conditions, may change. You may obtain insight, clarity, patience, endurance, vitality, etc. We would like to hear your experiences. We believe in seeking connection to “The Madre”, which is the spirit of Ayahuasca. She is a very powerful, loving, and gentle spirit and should be respected. Questions asked: Diet: If you have done ceremonial Ayahuasca, the diet before and after is no red meat, no processed foods, no salt, no alcohol, and no cheese or fermented foods. When microdosing, the diet is not necessary because the dosage is so small, but some have reported that their diet naturally improves and cravings can change. Can you drink alcohol? Yes but in moderation. How are the drops made? Fresh cut vine from deep in the jungles of Peru, pounded then boiled in huge stainless steel pots for 14 hours, refined slowly to a very thick paste. The paste is then rehydrated with distilled water. 70% Caapi Banisteriopsis vine only (no DMT) and 30% Cat’s Claw. The Caapi Pure Vine only is 100% pure vine. This is not a tincture. This product is for microdosing only. Drugs: Please do not substitute any medication prescribed by your physician with microdosing. Do not stop any medication without consulting your physician. Price and Amounts: $39 for 1 ounce dropper bottle plus shipping. Dose: We recommend that you start with just five drops under your tongue daily (sublingually) for 3- 5 minutes. Let it absorb into your mucus membranes and your capillary system; it will only take a few minutes. If you swallow, you lose half the value as it contacts your gastric system. It is ok after a few minutes to chase it with juice. It is suggested that you do this for a month then take a break for a week or two for the body to adjust. At this point, you may adjust the dosage. Everyone is different. You know you have taken too much if you feel nauseous. Then repeat as desired. Shake bottle before use. Keep refrigerated. If you are not able to keep it in the fridge for a few days, keep it out of the sun. FDA Compliance: The information on these pages have not been evaluated by the Food & Drug Administration or any other medical body. We do not aim to diagnose, treat, cure or prevent any illness or disease. Information is shared for educational purposes only. You must consult your doctor before acting on any content on these pages, especially if you are pregnant, nursing, taking medication, or have a medical condition. You can find us on Facebook Mystic Planet, our website www.mysticplanet.shop and on Etsy at: https://www.etsy.com/shop/MysticPlanetShop Email:[email protected] I am in my 3rd round of microdosing and I wanted to give an update. This round has been different from the other 2 rounds. My first month was the getting to know each other phase. The 2nd round was the honeymoon full of love phase and this round seems to be more contemplative. I'm finding myself not feeling all lovey dovey and driving everyone nuts with all my singing and dancing around the house.
What I am experiencing now is more understanding of people and events. I am finding myself being deeply in gratitude for my parents, husband and others. Seeing in a new light the things that they have done for me over the years, the sacrifices they made for me. I wish I could explain it. I have memories from my past come up. I see the events in a new way. It is like seeing the past without the ego. I will have moments of that light, love, joyful feeling but it is not as much as the last round. That is ok because it would be a distraction from what I am being shown now. I love the growth and observations that come from the Madre. I hope I am forever changed! I started taking the Caapi Pure Vine drops for creativity. I had been feeling very blocked and felt like there was a wall around me. I just could not get myself motivated to do anything creative financially and what not.
I flip houses and nothing has been working out for me this past year. Since doing ceremony I have wanted to stay connected to the ayahuasca vine and I felt like the drops coming into my life was the perfect way to stay connected. I started to journal my days on the drops to see how it was affecting me. The first week I noticed a lot of ups and downs. I was surprised at how often I was down. Not because of the drops but because I was in a not so good space. The second week I had more ups than downs and by the 3rd week it was even better. After the 2nd week of doing the drops, my brother had sent me a book called Becoming Super Natural by Dr. Joe Dispenza and a meditation cd that goes along with the book called Clearing the Energy Centers. I am not a meditator but I can sure meditate now!! There are days when I am looking out the window or driving down the street and I find myself feeling like I am wrapped in a blanket of love. This feeling has continued even during the 8 days I took off. The recommendation is 10-14 days off but I felt it was time to start taking them sooner. For the 2nd round of drops, I decided to do the Caapi Pure Vine/ Cat's Claw blend. I did this because I googled the health benefits of cat's claw and was pretty impressed with what I found. I am doing even better this round of drops, which has been about 4 weeks. About 4 weeks ago I started to eat healthy and started to lose any desire for sugar or carbs. I had heard that the drops may do that to you. I have lost 7 lbs so far. I find that I move through things that make me angry much faster and I let go faster. As for my intent for creativity, well, I already started a new business. So what the medicine has done for me in the past 2 months is it has kept me in a peaceful, loving, joyful state. I no longer have bad days. I may have bad moments but that is all they are and they move on quickly. I am in awe and filled with wonderment. I am not saying that everyone will experience what I have but I sure hope so. I make no claims. All I can do is share my experience. If you are looking for an excellent Ayahuasca healing retreat center. I highly recommend Los Cielos in Pucallpa, Peru. |
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