3rd month of micro dosing

I am in my 3rd round of microdosing and I wanted to give an update. This round has been different from the other 2 rounds. My first month was the getting to know each other phase. The 2nd round was the honeymoon full of love phase and this round seems to be more contemplative. I'm finding myself not feeling all lovey dovey and driving everyone nuts with all my singing and dancing around the house.
What I am experiencing now is more understanding of people and events. I am finding myself being deeply in gratitude for my parents, husband and others. Seeing in a new light the things that they have done for me over the years, the sacrifices they made for me. I wish I could explain it. I have memories from my past come up. I see the events in a new way. It is like seeing the past without the ego.
I will have moments of that light, love, joyful feeling but it is not as much as the last round. That is ok because it would be a distraction from what I am being shown now.
I love the growth and observations that come from the Madre. I hope I am forever changed!