A few weeks have gone by since my last update and I'm at the end of my 3rd round of micro dosing. I am currently off the drops for the 3rd time. I have had more realizations that I want to share.
I have been a bit bummed because I am not in a constant high of feeling the love vibes from the Madre. I know she is around but in a different sort of way. She is showing me and teaching me things about yin and yang, why we have bad things happen to us, and why we can't always be in a happy space.
We need the dark part as much as we do the light. Each contains a kernel of each other.
The spiritualists say the shadow is what actually drives us, the interplay between our negative and positive selves. All these manifestations were just created for our learning and growth. We label them and judge them, but they are all necessary and for our good.
I don't know if you believe in past lives but I have often wondered why anyone would want to come back to earth life? Now I know. You do not grow the same or as fast when you are in a constant state of love.
That probably sounds really weird and I don't think I would have understood it if I hadn't just gone through a month and a half of pure love.
The Madre keeps whispering to my soul sweet words of encouragement and gives me insights on my down days. I have never appreciated down days until now. She makes life much easier to cope with.
Gracias Madre! Gracias!